So i got this micro implant shit drill into my gum. Yes DRILL. How fucking pain you shd think after that it was. It really irritate me alot. And i get so angry whoever don't goes well with what i want it to be.

Like my mom, she know im in pain she kept quiet. I cud only nod my head or shake to ans NO. Yes, its so terrible and now i have so many pills to eat after meal. I regretted putting on braces. It hurt me so much.I don't know. I know you guys gona say like, "Don't worry 2 yrs later....." You know its irritating.

And i have like 5 days MC.

And bodyshop im no longer working there anymore. Don't ask.

So im out of job now, i wonder how to survive with that lil money i have now. Sigh, life suck so badly.

Nobody to make me feel love. Nobody to love me anymore.

Bye. Im to have a good sleep.