Told, ahteng, umairah and amber about everything i don't feel any much better. Because the feeling makes me feel so sucky and spoilt the whole mood of mine.

And mark asking me what happened to me and some other kids in class. I don't know how to say because practically the whole im stonning. All i cud say "Im really tired".

Took cig from ain. As usual hide in the cu-bi-cal with ahteng. Ya, make me so giddy. Damn it.

Raining now, i feel like getting my ass down to play under the rain and cry out loud. Cin's baby. Rmb we used to play under the rain ? Time past so fast.

Things changes even more faster.

Is the emotion taking place. Because i don't like things happening now. Boys is a horrible creature. I swear. And i took this entries from jowelle.


i always thought guys are insensitive.
up to now, i still think so.

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  girls are emotional , guys are not.
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  girls think in many different ways , guys often think in one way (ps : i mean straight) when interpreting situations.
• 
  girls tend to be sensitive to many small tiny issues, guys tend to overlook “less” important issues.
• 
  girls cry over every single issue that breaks their heart, guys never cry even when the world falls apart.
• 
  girls expects to be placed as first priority, guys will only place work as first priority.
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  girls expects to be pampered every single second, guys only pampers when absolutely necessary ( like on the brink of breakup)
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  girls can spend 1000000 dollars on cosmetics, makeup, dresses, guys can only spend on electronics & cars & games.
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  girls feel the need to be reassured at times, guys think one reassurance is enough to last a lifetime.

no wonder when it boils down to resolving conflicts and differences, girls and guys can never meet eye to eye.

“guys come from mars, girls come from venus.”
highly agreed.

can i ever find my perfect guy?
i wonder.