I just sent a msg to my mom telling her how i felt cleaning the damn refrigerator. I complain to cin about it too. I feel not appreciated. I feel why am i doing all this while cleaning the stubborn stain that is stick to my refrigerator. You know i clean up the barcounter at home who even see it? Only my mom.

Not even my sis not even my dad? And I've to do all the shit job.You get it? Just bcos im home doing nothing. Oh man, And i guess i give up. I do what you want. I'm fucking usless kid at home. I'm thinking it that way. I feel damn screw up fucking screw up!

I hate the irriating feel now. I feel like doing whatever shit to myself at this moment. ANY SHIT.

And i give in to do all this work i get nothing in return being unappreciated. You even know how i felt ? Nothing OK! NOTHING! I'm being called a spoilt brat at home.

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