Guess what. Life been pretty screw up nicely on my ass. Because bias seems to affact me this much. And because I feel like life is fucking unfair.

Nothing can even compete this with it. Because my dad been controlling my life too much that i feel like leaving home so much. And change another line soon. Probably no one would ever get me either.

A sudden urgh of quitting school. A sudden urgh of getting a job ASAP and fuck off from this home. To get a stable job and live happy! If not, i would complete this damn course and ya, say bye to this home soon. Even love agree with what my plan are. And even my own friends who can see how fucking fuck up my dad is. Because they heard the conversation btw me and my dad. And even they ask how? I'm always telling them "suck thumb".

What about increasing my pocket money by mom. He tell straight infront of me to my mom face im not allow to increase my allowance. Because i dont deserve it. And yes, i nearly cry out. Because 50 bucks for 7 days. Everydays been eating out. What do i eat? Maggie mee. How "lucky" i am right now. You understand even? Is damn painful right now. That im crying so badly even right at this moment.

Anyways, i pass all my subject including my marketing which i thought i going to fail so badly. God bless me anyway. Goodnight. And im not happy either.

I love you baby. And you yes. You, won't understand how sad/angry i am right now, because you have been treated good by dad.

Tml dental im alone. All alone. Sigh, bad day people.