20th May 2009 Which is the day of grandma Death Anniversary. Many things came thru my mind. And i couldn't make it for today prayer to grandma today with the family.

I got myself all busy up. And yet, im bringing so much problem. I'm too tired of handling my own problem. Because whatever i have done, like whats the use? Im feeling all upset.


F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friends words are damn hurtful and painful trust me. I'm kindda had enough of her words. Like the way she talk doesn't think thru her pig brain which lead to some childish and nonsensical talking from her damn mouth.

And guess what, i feel like slapping her at times.

She can be a nice friend at times, but this time round is on my nerve. Trust me. I've never felt so boil up by her and this is the first time ohno! second time maybe?. Well done woman!

Trust me, not only she. There is more!


Y.O.U

And even you who pisses me off last night.

P.R.O.J.E.C.T

Can i not do it anymore? Im super tired. I have so much to say about project but i guess NOT very nice to say it here. Because i know human gossip. Whats the point?


Do you people appreciate what have i did in everything i have done, thats include you!

And why do you people only get so work up by grandma death anniversary date and not grandpa last yr?And why must i lie when i can change my plan and everything?

And am i seeking revenge?Which i know revenge won't bring me anywhere further.

Don't you human know that i do have feelings too? I ain't animal to get abuse.

I wana turn back what i am suppose to be. Because this is too fake. Trust me.